[She's almost envious - almost. When she was younger, her whole life had seemed to be mapped out for her. There was little room left for exploring other interests or deciding for herself. But by luck, thanks to her friends and mama, and with hard work, she's ended up in the career she chose and wanted, still fulfilling all those old expectations and dreams. She found her own reasons.]

I think I understand. You have a lot of different things you could try, and do. You should appreciate that and take your time to decide.